So only just recently have I been contemplating on what I've learnt throughout 2008.so much to think off

so many stepping stones.
i guess the biggest thing I have come to realise is that no matter what happens I have to be myself. I've slowly gotten out of my emo phase and I've stopped living as a representation of an image that so many people are. I guess I've become more of my own person. I've started thinking for myself and my future.
It was only a few months ago that I was lying in a hospital bed with needles here there and everywhere. I was lost and confused about my whole life and where I was headed. But its like now I've stepped out of an empty shell and I'm living life to the best I possibly can.

I realised who my real friends are. And that they keep me going no matter how dull life is. I found ways to deal with my depression. Photgraphy, Traditional art. And deviantart helped my show my art to people.

As for the relationship side of my life. I learnt that theres a dramatic difference between falling in love and forgetting about who you really are. Thats all I have to say on that.

2008 has been a yeah of difference and change. A million different ups and downs but one big learning curve for me. And now.. its ending.